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Everyday I need to have time with God to pray, worship, read the bible. In the past, I always thought that I could dabble a bit in the things of God and still be in control. As I got to know Him more and more though, I found myself getting more and more dependent on Him. Especially recently. Recently it's been really bad. Sometimes I can't go half a day without my fix. If I don't have it, I can't think straight. Things seem like a blur, a dream. I'm numb. I get withdrawal symptoms. Recently I realised that my normal dose just doesn't cut it anymore. It takes more and more of Him to hit the same high compared to before. But I'm stuck, nothing else can do what God does for me!

Just had a large dose of Him. That should tide me over for a couple of hours.